So since I had the two playdates (1 & 2) this past week I think I have been craving another session. The fellow sub has been chatting with me about the updates of her relationship with the gentleman and I think I am feeling a little jealous that she gets regular access to outlets. Of course this is nothing new and unusual, I have had lots of jealous-type feelings before, this is just post playdate jealousy I guess. But I do not begrudge her the gentleman at all and indeed I do not know that I would pursue a "real" relationship with him as he has the sub and another playmate and I think I need to update my list of needs to "in person and regular contact/interaction."
As I have stated before it is ever evolving.
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