Been talking to V more. He is really coming into his dominant side with me...well at least online. He seems to be getting into it that is for sure. He is planning on visiting my town mid-December so I will probably get fucked and slapped around a lot :D
Speaking of getting fucked, I have a new policy of not sleeping with people unless I am dating them. I think that this is gonna save me a lot of stress in the future....
My evening with MNF.....we watched Thor, he started rubbing/scratching my back and ass and I started moaning and writhing a bit. Then he got hot and bothered and took off my shirt/bra. He bit me (which we all know I love) and I ended up giving him a blowjob. We went to get a snack at the gas station after and he apparently felt like post-blowjob talk cause he talked about his friendship with my cousin and how he has been moody and whatever. Then he flat out said that he didn't want to date me. That was a blow to my ego, I am good enough to make him cum but not to date....and he does not seem to understand that if we hang out together we end up fooling around. So once again I am going to have to not hang out with him so that I do not get hurt.
Going to be seeing the gentleman next weekend. Spending time with him and his sub will be nice. I feel the need to get beaten......
Haven't heard a whole lot from Almost Date. Pretty sure nothing is going to happen with that, at least nothing serious...We hung out after the munch and talked a bit about his other play partners (at least 4 that he mentioned various distances away from him) and how he doesn't play that much supposedly (1-2 times per month). And of course he reiterated that he is looking for a permanent partner blah blah blah. Sigh, I will probably give up on him too...
Trying to find a spot to hang out with my Kitten friend in the big city next weekend since I will be home for Thanksgiving. Don't know if he will end up tying me up, due to time constraints, but yeah.
Did a lot of errands yesterday (got a new driver's license, almost bought a mini crop at a livestock store, bought new clothes for work, bought groceries). Made cookies and buckeyes for next week.
Talked dirty with My Ninja Friend for a bit, it is pretty hot he makes me twitch. Actually, I have been twitching pretty easily lately...Not sure if it is because I have become more conditioned to it or what... i think he is the closest to my ideal kind of partner. I do not think I could be his partner because of distance and other complications but in temperment and whatnot I find him very...reassuring and safe.
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